Ching Szuen

many things have happened in the past 2 weeks. at times, it’s just fun to look forward to certain things that were planned. other times, it’s just dreadful to have to face other things that were unplanned. so..before i go on to say too much, i have to first say, i send my condolences to bryan’s family, for his mother has passed away last weekend. i wish i could have gone back up there to attend the wake but i’ve got problems of my own so unfortunately i couldn’t make it.

hmmm…so…life. it’s so fragile. any time a person may leave us forever, and we may never get the chance to tell them again ‘i love you’. or tell them ‘you always have my support’. or just to sit beside them quietly, staring into space with them, in silence. things like that, so small, sometimes so effortless, yet so important. to me anyway. so my principle is i always try my best to let ppl important to me know that ‘hey, i’m around.’ so often we take for granted every single little thing others do for us. so often we forget to say ‘thank you, i appreciate it.’ and sometimes even when we do, it may just be said, without the warmth of a heart. so..while i rant rant and rant some more in here, i should probably let it be known that i am thankful for the ways many have touched my life. yet all at the same time, i can’t help but to take a swipe at some who sometimes just take it all for granted. so…when you look at your mirror tonight, pondering about the ppl who have made difference to your lives, think. ‘did this person go out of his/her way to make my life brighter? do i say thank you enough? do i show it enough?’