it’s barely 1:30pm…
…on a sunday afternoon. and i’m here for the third consecutive day. i suppose last night left a distinctly sour taste in my mouth. and the taste just seemed to last till the moment i opened my eyes this morning to greet the world. i think it is quite hard to be at this age and having the thoughts i have.
people around my age are meant to have the times of our lives. the prime time, if you will. yet…my mind is not like any other 22 year old. at 22 years of age, many of my peers would still be at uni, having an easy life, cruising through it and enjoying the breeze. me…i’m thinking about the bigger picture. the next 5 years, what could i achieve, where would i be, who would i be with. but all at the same time, i wonder if i would reach there at all. life is too unpredictable to set a goal to be reached in 5 months, nevermind 5 years.
so now…what am i gonna do now? i don’t know. now i just feel like laying down. maybe we’ll continue this discussion later? bah. whatever it is, i suppose i’m facing a quarter life crisis, yet again. haha somehow life and all its wonderful elements that lay in my everyday routine just could not make it seem worth it, not right now. zzzz….
January 14th, 2007 at 4:47 am
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?