today is monday…

…and i feel the same way i’ve felt for the past couple of weeks. tired. a little sick. a little lost. a little confused. nothing’s changed. and if anything, it changed for the worse. just feeling really weary right now. i must say though it’s a bit surprising to see how many people actually bother to read my ranting in here. haha

anyway, today i got a comment from a colleague. i must say, this colleague, ashley, has caused a great hoo-haa in my office because she’s….well…hot. hahaha everyone always seem to be attracted to something fresh, something beautiful. not surprising. anyway, today was the first time i had any kinda real conversation with her. apart from the usual ‘hey’ or ‘pervert’ that i say to her. and everyone else. haha

anyway, back to the comment. she said to me ‘you’re a funny guy’. now…why has this comment stuck in my head till i come here to post about it? the reason is this…you see over the years, i’ve received similar comments. i take them as a compliment cos i enjoy laughing. i enjoy making people laugh. i enjoy laughing at people. haha but when she said that to me, just like all the other times in the past, i was thinking ‘ok…what do i say to that now?’ hahahaha

i know it seems awkward i can even post something on that but really, what do you say to that?!?? hahahaha clueless. or maybe it’s just me and compliments. words that i judge to be compliments thrown towards me, i often get confused. and i’ll struggle to find words to respond. hahahaha sorry, i suppose that is down to the ‘lack of practise’ in receiving compliments. hahahha

well, just in case you were wondering what was my response today, i just proceeded to make another lame joke. hahaha oh well. strange. but true. another weird thing about me to share with you guys. and thanks for the well wishes that you guys have given me. it’s good to know you’re around. even if my very own best friend just decides to respond with a ‘wtf’. hahaha

talking to tai uei now. strange how life is for the 3 of us best friends. all 3 facing similar types of challenges. hahaha. i tell you…life ain’t fair. we are all good people. WE ARE GOOD PEOPLE! ROAR!!! WE DESERVE GOOD THINGS!!! ROAR!!!!! grrrrrrrrr…zzzzzzzzzz….

2 Responses to “today is monday…”

  1. Tai Uei Says:

    i am harmless.. yet.

  2. Mark Says:

    wtf…?

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