ahhh yes…
…another friday of making sure i have absolutely no plans in hope that one would miraculously pop up for me. but it was not to be. again. so here i am once more. talking to myself. hmmm… so many thoughts in my mind. so many things i wish could be different. so many times i’ve been to this state in the past few months.
anyway, let’s start with this morning. i woke up this morning with quite an excruciating stomach ache. i then had diarrhea. by then it was already 8:20am. official working hours starts from 8:30am. i didn’t feel like going from the pain. but then i decided to just drag myself to office anyway cos…well…i just wanted to. as crazy as that sounds. and though the day was long and hard with the workload and a shooting pain in the stomach, i’m glad i did go.
it’s funny how some ppl who have read this little blog have asked ‘why so emo lah?’ well…truth is…when i type in here, it’s just an outlet for me to rant, rant, rant, sob, sob and sob some more. not meant to be like an announcement or anything of that sort to ppl. so if you’re sick of reading anything here, go away. and i mean that in the nicest way possible. haha
so…here i am tonight…hoping for the same thing last week. it came true last week and i was ecstatic as hell…but what about tonight? hmmm….
