it’s been a good 3 days…
…since i received that piece of news that made me so unhappy. and though i thought i would be fine by now, it hasn’t been that way. see, i didn’t even think i would be real unhappy in the first place. and so when the news was delivered to my doorstep, and i felt that crushing blow, it came as a shock to me. and it is probably more shocking that the ill feeling has lasted till now. the fact that i played football yesterday and today meant that there was a chance for me to relief some of my tension but right now, it’s all back to that dark place.
i foresee tomorrow to be another somewhat difficult day. but i shall promise myself to try my best to avoid that circumstance. this weekend has been decent but suffice to say, it would have been much better had those clouds not linger in my skies.
so…i’ve got no other news to report. besides that the world cup has been a good source of second income thus far. shame edwin and wong stopped following me earning what wong described as ‘big bucks’. hahaha shall not say more so that i wouldn’t jinx it. but it’s been a good world cup. italia’s in the semis!!! we’ll go all the way and bring home the world cup! forza italia!! shame england is crap though. so crap. so so crap. awwwwww…cry beckham! cry! muahahahaha! 
