so this is the second weekend…
…that i’ll be spending in singapore. not quite sure what i’ll be doing this weekend but hopefully something will crop up. as some of you may know, i bought a new phone. nokia n70. but it has been so much of a pain in my ass cos it has some sort of a software problem which means certain applications can’t open, not there, cannot toggle between applications, and worst of all, can’t receive texts.
and that’s a problem cos i sent a few texts and up till now i’ve still no idea whether they went through, and whether or not i actually received replies. either way, it’s so frustrating cos i’ve sent it to nokia, and back to my service provider that i bought from and still no change. in fact i’ve already changed my phone twice which means i’m on my third nokia n70 and it’s still not right. my colleague suggests that maybe the whole batch is damaged. i think he may have a point.
nowadays i’ve been forced to stay back at office to help out rush some stuff. other times i just hang around and chat with colleagues cos wouldn’t know what to do at home alone. problem is i used to look forward to receiving texts. now my phone’s screwed up. and i got nothing to look forward to. so boohoo.
anyhow, i’ve been thinking and i feel that i’m currently living for the future, not the present. see, i’m here because of the pay and prospects. saving up cash for future, having good prospects in advancement which then leads to better pay. but then you know what the funny thing is? i don’t even know what is it for without a person to share it with. there’s no one to share the joy nor the pain. so what’s the point of having a good future in mind in a monetary sense? hmmm…i guess maybe i just suck at being alone. either way, let’s hope i stick it out long enough so i’d have something to share with someone in the future.
