just got my broadband and cable tv…
…here at singapore. already i’m here typing away. i guess it’s cos i’ve felt weird or stupid or whatever the past week or so and i haven’t got anyone to talk to nor anywhere to rant or crap so i jump right on here. even the previous post was rushed cos i was actually in office and colleague was trying to make me feel guilty for ‘using the company internet for personal purposes’. funny guy.
so…basically i figured i just have the knack of opening my mouth and mess things up. i say what i shouldn’t say. and 99.99% of the time, it comes back and kicks me in ‘the region’. oh, doesn’t apply to just the things i say. the things i do as well. so i guess whatever instincts i have to do whatever i wanna do, i should just fight them and do the exact opposite. then maybe i wouldn’t feel like such an idiot saying things that just make me look like a fool cos the person who gets the msg will just respond with a puzzled and probably disgusted ‘eh?’. or in this case, not even replying. crappo.
and i just found out i may have messed up at work today. long story, will try telling next time cos am feeling real tired but dear god, stop toying with me! arghhhh! am going back to kl this weekend. hmmm…i wonder if we’ll meet up or not.
