today i just realised…
…that the past 2+ years have really screwed me more than i thought before. the experience of that time have somehow made me so anxious and neurotic and bordering on crazy even. i just realised that if you dump me into a somewhat similar situation, i’d act so stupidly that i can’t believe myself. and i guess i’m in here typing because i just want to remind myself that the past should be left there and i should always always resist my natural instincts to act like a fool. hmmm..i wonder how long will i remember this..
p/s i can’t use my usual blue colour cos it’s somehow not working properly…so guess this will have to do.
