the way today has started…
…isn’t at all what i expected. i woke up this ‘morning’ at 12 ish, went to turn on my comp, washed up and everything, then went online. then chatted with a friend and received a piece of news that i should have been happy about. but in true inexplicable fashion, i didn’t really feel happy, but maybe the opposite. i can’t really explain what it’s like. i should have been happy but instead, on a more selfish perspective perhaps, i’m not really happy and maybe i’m a little surprised or a little something. i don’t know. am i starting to sound like i’m blabbering? ah well, the same friend said to me just over a week back ‘doesn’t it feel so much better after typing into your blog?’ i guess maybe that’s why i’m here. i guess i could only have so many good days in a row eh? today, i’ve been humbled somewhat.
gonna go low yat soon to buy new speakers for my comp. gonna play futsal at 8-10 tonight. hmmm..was enthused about futsal earlier but me being me, when i start the day badly, it ruins most of the rest of the day. so currently i’m attempting to get rid of that slight ill feeling by crapping some more in here. but my mind’s blank now so i’m gonna stop. it’s ok. tomorrow will be a brand new day so i’ll start over. come onnnnnnnnnnnnnn monday!
