Ching Szuen

…i’ve felt a little weird. i can’t really put my finger on what makes me feel that way but maybe it’s the thought of leaving kl. for as long as i’ve been working at amex, which admittedly hasn’t been very long, i’ve been happy. i know i complain about the politics and all that’s going on in there but i revel in those situations. in fact today was the first time i realised i too am able to give what i took. i like to think i can hold my own without feeling stressed nor pressured, up till now anyway. plus, i laugh at the situations more than anything. just ask my colleague, michelle. i couldn’t stop smiling today after dishing out some dirt myself. hahahaha man it still makes me smile.

but it’s not all those things that happen in the office that makes me feel the way i do. maybe it’s that i know i’m leaving soon and there will be a few people i’ll miss hanging out with? there’ve been a few that i have just been able to click with and click very well too. especially one particular person i know i’d miss going to work with. so when asked the question ‘how are we going to keep in touch when we eventually leave amex’, the reply that came my way was ‘through friendster’, my heart admittedly sunk a bit. then when the answer was revised to ‘telephone’, my heart went afloat, but when revised again to ’sms’, it just went back to its original state. conclusion? no deflation nor elation. haha as usual, things in my life always takes the long route through different levels of emotions before reaching its destination. well, whether or not i’ll be able to keep in touch with you, i guess there’ll always be the scars on my fingers to remember you by. i told you i’m annoyingly sentimental..

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