how do i explain…
…what i’m currently feeling? you know how you do certain things to make someone happy? and you wanna do it for the sole intention of making that person happy? and as glad as you are that you’ve accomplished what you want to do, perhaps you would feel like you deserve more in return than a bad treatment? i mean it doesn’t mean that you’re doing something hoping for something in return but naturally even if it’s not gratitude you get in return, surely you’d be disappointed if it’s less than that you ‘receive’ right? or am i wrong? is it wrong if you’ve treat a person well for a long long time and just hope that even if you don’t get back what you give(you hardly ever do), at least things won’t turn out bad? would it be ‘calculative’ to be thinking this way? i don’t know how ‘calculative’ i am but it’d just be great if you’d see my views too.
