yup, it’s late again…
…and i’m awake again. the past week has been rather…long. well…the past 3 weeks has felt like 3 months actually. well…perhaps it’s cos i’ve been spending virtually everyday at home. everyday’s felt like a battle with myself. i think about things which i really shouldn’t do and if you keep a tab on my blog, you’ll find that i realise that, i say it all the time, but i still can’t stop doing it. it’s what you call addiction. well…that or…old habits die hard. either way, on my friendster homepage i also said that it’s ironic how the things you care most about hurts you the most. hmmm…i guess people say that if it hurts you, then you should find a way to leave it all behind. but how do you leave something behind that you care about with all your heart? it’s kinda like a lose-lose situation we’re talking about here. so…what’s the plan? what are we supposed to do? what would you do when faced with such a scenario? enlighten me please..
on a brighter note, yesterday was another session of badminton/lunch/ps2. badminton was…alright. i didn’t quite have a hard workout. that was cos i had pulled my triceps while playing the first game cos didn’t stretch properly. i have got to remember i’m not 15 anymore. sighhhh… anyway..it’s hampered me today too which means no push ups for today.
after that was lunch. and we just had to go somewhere with porridge cos as announced last week, beaver’s got braces now. firstly, GODDAMNIT for the braces. cos no more ghey beaver smile. well…still got lah for now. in fact he looks even more hilarious now, if that’s possible. strangely refused to let me get a pic of beaver in braces. don’t know why my pet so stubborn yesterday. thought he likes being photographed. oh well…he is a strange animal. and so we had to eat in taman megah where there was porridge. it was a sad sight to see the beaver merely eating porridge with veg. i mean…to give up his daily intake of wood is just life threatening, i would have thought. guess he’ll just have to make do with no wood for a month. yup, for a month the beaver will be on soft foods only. sighhhh…gonna miss the wood chewing antics…
ok one whole paragraph about the animal is enough. moving onto playing winning, well, the beaver must have read my blog last week cos yesterday he was on fire(well…ish). again we played like a league system and it was really weird. i kept beating wai kien(not so weird), beaver kept beating me(extremely weird), and wai kien kept beating/drawing the beaver(i would have thought it to be more normal for me to see a ufo in my backyard). so yeah…that was how it went. no ‘telling the truth’(gloating) this week. 
after 3 hours of game time…we proceeded home. we’re like a bunch of big small kids(tai sai lo). hahaha nevertheless, it was good fun. then football at night, watching united draw was frustrating. and of course mourinho had to open his mouth and say they’ll seal the title by boxing day. as fate would have it, the bottom club, everton, held chelsea to a draw earlier today. if i didn’t believe in God before, now i do. ‘F*** off mourinho’, as Old Trafford would chant. well done evertonians. you provided us with wayne rooney, then shut the twatface up…
