Ching Szuen

…and also the day i’m sitting for my first paper after graduation. haha well i think the paper went extremely well cos i managed to calculate everything fine. but the lack of formulae shown and some workings just left out may cost me some marks. btw…my extremely well equals me knowing how to answer the questions and not me scoring 85% like the beaver. it would, however, be welcomed if i do acheived something close to that. =D

today seems a fine day and i’ll be watching wedding crashers and possibly 40 year old virgin later with ali and perhaps alan too. will try to get lei ling and her sis june but don’t think they’ll come. of course that doesn’t mean i’m gonna lose my focus over the next paper lah but it’s on wednesday morning so i can afford to reward myself with a little break after having to quite spectacularly cut short my holiday with these exams. it’s still a little grudging but at least i’ve no worries(i think) on other fronts in me life(me a scouser, mate).

oh, before going for movie, must go and pay deposit for tai chyuan’s(tai uei’s bro) accomodation at grosvenor place. goddamnit i’m gonna be £150 short. oh well…i’ll have to make that urgent call to my sister for SOS maybe…hehehehe i’m sure some of you know why… =P

at the moment i am just kinda waiting for 2pm to come so i can go pay that deposit but a bit jobless now. wanna go home to change and do laundry too but after paying the deposit lah. hmmm…oh…also might be going to prague come october with lei ling cos…well…reward meself again for the short holiday. hahahaha prague is famous for a few things, such as super conmen taxi drivers(doesn’t help that lei ling and i look so chinese and tourist-y with camera and shit), generally low cost of living(cheap=buy more things) and gloriously beautiful city(or so i heard). so any of you interested of coming with us or want a souvenir? sign up here quick while stocks(cash) last.

btw, syed’s such a pervert(and i mean a REAL pervert, not my version), ali keeps kacau-ing me while i try to study(although i quite enjoyed the bullshit talking sessions), yus is…well..you know…*ahem*, june is a ganas pervert who scolds me for no apparent reason, lei ling is just a perverted pervert(my version of pervert, unlike syed) and alan ta-paus cold kebab for me. all in all, if we were all to go into a house like in big brother, there’d be a few ppl going nuts.

ok before anyone else complains i blog like it’s a damn thesis i’m writing, i shall stop soon. but you know me lah, once i pop, i can’t stop. much like pringles. the trouble is getting me to start actually. and can any of you sense that i’m just purposely typing more so that you’d spend wasteful time reading nonsense that you don’t really care about? if you could then it means that you understand me quite well. because it is when i have nothing to do or absolutely bored that i start doing weird stuffs. a bit like what i’m intentionally doing now. i mean i’m just typing whatever that pops into my mind now and this keyboard is actually pretty nice to type on so it feels comfortable. plus i’m in the precinct library and it’s so quiet and serene it makes me feel like i wanna be one with the nature and go jungle trekking or sumat. do you know what i’m talking about? it’s like..the ecosystem is so important in ensuring our survival yet nobody really pays attention to it except the minority few who can’t do anything really because like cameron diaz’s new mtv show called trippin’ says, well…ok i can’t really remember but something like if each american used 1 sheet of paper less, 500 million trees would be spared from having to be chopped down to make papers. of course i’m pretty sure that figure doesn’t include the trees that tumble due to the idiotic BEAVERS who bite the root of the trunks, causing them to fall and kill…well…the beavers themselves. don’t you think they need to learn these lessons from the examples of other beavers who have died from this tragic cause? ok my mind capacity has reached its limit cos i only had about 3 hours of sleep and i had to memorise all my notes and also sit for exam so i’m pretty much densed in the brains right now. will need to offload some of those nonsense from my brain soon to fill in more crap for the next exam i’m taking. and if you’ve actually read this far, it shows that you’re as bored as i am and perhaps as weird as well. stop being a pervert now and go do something useful will ya? tralalalala….

…and it’s not too pleasant having to sit for exams in a few days and being in the library now. yes i’m supposed to study and i actually am cos my notes are online but taking a mini break now. well i’m mainly typing here cos i just wonder about the term ‘giving space’ or ‘time’ to someone for her to sort her things out. i’m saying ‘her’ cos..well…guys are simple. and women just boggles my mind on a daily basis. i used to think it’s important to push and settle things right away to find out whether they’re going well or not. and that to leave them hanging around for a long time will just make the situation worse, as more wild thoughts fill our head over time wondering. and then i was introduced the method of leaving space and time for a person to think things out themselves cos some people need that in certain situations.

i have tried both methods, and both has caused me problems. when i do push for things, i may possibly be pressuring the person into something they rather not be involved with. and when i give the mentioned space and time, i would probably be thought to be not caring about whatever it is, or whoever it is. so what is it that needs to be done when different situation arises? perhaps the timing of which method to take is essential? but then again, these lack of understandings boils down to the break down of communication between 2 people, right? so why do people just hate talking about what they’re thinking and stop keeping things to themselves? i really don’t get this whole concept and i’m starting to doubt my ability to handle my relationships with people. it’ll just be so much better if people used their mouths and just say what they have to say, and stop making others wonder, and at the same time come out telling one another the truth so that whatever weird permutations of events between the 2 would be eliminated and only the truth would surface. and since only the truth is known by both parties, then there’ll be no need to wonder whether to give ’space and time’ or to push through for the solution. yes?

p/s if you noticed, this is another colour again. to be honest i don’t know if i’ve used this colour before cos i’ve lost track of all the colours and computers i’ve used. so heck it, you’re ghey. btw..this is uni computer..=D

…and you’re a still a ghey pervert to me, no worries. well it’s been long since i’ve said anything. lately been going out quite a lot. cempakans, help-ians, mancunians. all good times. all good fun. for the first time, had the pleasure of seeing daim and singh drunk. singh is god damn horny when he’s drunk, constantly making rounds trying to hit on the girls to have NSA with him! hahahahaha go figure…=D and daim…well…he’s just more daim-ish when he’s drunk. keep telling ppl he’s not drunk and that they’re drunk instead. said he can still stand up but when he did, immediately fall back on the couch. then proceeded to puke on the couch and then in the toilet for close to an hour…or at least the smell made it feel that long. oh..bobby got tipsy too…kept repeating the following..’ok ching szuen can drive, roger can drive, tai uei can drive, kae shueng can drive, ching szuen you can drive right? and then roger can drive also, tai uei will drive, kae shueng also drive…’ and so on. you get the drift. oh…and then also proceeded to puke about 3 times after. hahahaha good job.

had a mini indoor games tournament with gooister the pervert. best of three tournament involving bowling, carrom and pool. needless to say, i won 2-1 with bowling and pool being the expected stroll in the park. sighhh…gooi go practice a bit can? next up will be tennis, badminton and pingpong? hahaha…prepare to get assraped…mmmmmmm…..=D

ermmm…also yesterday was theresa’s b’day so happy birthday to you if you ever read this! highlight of the night has to be when the dj in the club announced ‘we wish theresa the pervert a very happy birthday!’. yes…i made the dedication. hahaha =D

don’t think did much else besides the usual futsal and basketball sessions. oh talking about futsal…aileen, poh lin and chiu lin played futsal with me and a bunch of guys! hahaha damn funny. and god damn it i swear aileen is a damn good goalkeeper. saved damn a lot of my shots when i was playing with her on another court that was empty. few days later only found out her wrists hurt from making the saves. feel damn bad. sorry pervert. i’ll make it up for it by…ermm…doing something for you next time…some time…=D

alright that’s it now. i’m done filling my time…

…feeling the sweltering heat everyday as if i’m living in a huge sauna. well…i’m actually typing in here due to a ‘complaint’ that i had not said anything since i got back. so here i am. =D well..i reached on friday and been spending most of my days sleeping in air con rooms. that’s why i haven’t had too much to ‘report’ here. well..since i’ve got back…have only met up with cempakans once for futsal on saturday night and it was really fun playing with old friends again. almost fainted from the heat but was still cool. oh..and also suffered super sore muscles everyday for 3 days…but still worth the game. =D other than that…haven’t met up with college buddies…and met up with beaver, pervert foo, and pervert foo the 2nd today. was really fun cos laughed practically the whole day. hahaha these ghey perverts are still…well…ghey perverts. haha that’s why it’s cool. btw…tapai pulut is damn good food. make sure you guys try it. ermmm…oh again..this is a different colour for yet another computer. so yes…this is my computer at home in kl. hope you guys are keeping track of the colours. otherwise it’s your loss for not enjoying my superb planning. =D alright i’m really tired already. that’s all folks. stay straight, stay in school, stay perverted. cheers…