Ching Szuen

…and it feels strange. i may be attending the convocation on wednesday, but i’ll still have 2 exams to sit for in august. somehow this doesn’t look like it’s gonna be how i always dreamed it would be. being proud and happy i’ve gone through every step in education bar masters. being proud i last the full 3 years weathering storm after storm and again. it’s difficult to express how i feel. i am satisfied how i’ve handled with many things, not so with some others. i am happy to announce the end of my torture here, yet sad that some of the happiest memories will end. this place gives me the most ambivalent feelings. i’ve met some wonderful people, and some i’d prefer to forget. haha….seems fitting the song playing on my windows media player now is ‘be as you were when we met’…a slow lovely instrumental piece. perhaps what the song is asking for is for times when people are simpler, when they’re pure. just like how i wish it should be. hmm..i think at the end of the day, i will miss this place so much. for the things that i’ve gone through, for the people i’ll miss, for the things we do, for the life that we enjoy. i’ve worked hard. i’ve played even harder. i think it’s fair to say it’s been good. this road i picked. this journey i’ve walked. i wish i could stay a little longer to do the things i should have done a long time ago. well, this is just such a strange feeling. i’m lost for words…

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