turbulent days…
hmmm…it seems difficult to have ordinary days for the past month. you know…the type you just chill out and relax and have a free mind without having to make too much use of your brain cells. the past couple of days have been unfortunate in that a few things happened with arguments being held and words exchanged. my whole experience here in manchester has made me learnt so much about people, if nothing else. people are idiots. not all of course. but the ugly sides of people have been revealed many times over. the hypocrites, the lies, the deceit, the ‘acts’ if you will. it is extraordinary how people can be irrational and selfish at times you expect sense and understanding to prevail. don’t get me wrong, i don’t hate people. in fact all my life i believed in the good side of every person. i believe that everyone has a good side to them and when there’s a matter of urgency, then their good side will come up and show how we humans should behave. why be the most intelligent creature in the world if you’re gonna be an asshole, yes? we did not have this intelligence and ability to weigh our options for nothing. shouldn’t we use it to make the right, rational decisions? hell i have been guilty of irrationality at various points but at least i make the effort to look at myself in the mirror to see the flaws in me. shouldn’t we all do that? just sit down and think what we could have done better, so we will stop making mistakes. i guess i think what is most important in our lives is not the pain, suffering, joy or excitement that we had endured, but the lessons we have learnt from them. i wish days could be simpler, with less controversy, politics, misunderstandings, rash decisions, false presumptions and snap judgements. let’s all be simple, honest and direct with a good heart inside of us. let’s all be friends and be a friend in every sense of the word. oh btw..this is not directed to anyone in particular and also not based on anyone in particular so stop guessing. it is just something i had observed from a while back but just feel more strongly about now. oh…lastly…let’s just chill and stop yelling. i hate noises. quit yelling people. my ears are fine…
