it’s 1:43am now and i’m thinking about…
…something that’s been causing me literally sleepness nights and depression for the past month. it is hard not to think about it when all you could do is sit and wonder what if things had been different. how do time heal when the memory lingers on? i have no idea how this relationship between 2 people actually works. i’ve always worked hard at relationships i wish to prosper. i’ve always tried to give the best of me to the people i care about. so how and where does all this go wrong for me? people say there are reasons and explanations for everything that happens but what is the case for mine? people just decide to do what they think is best for me without consulting my opinion and then go on to wreck my life. do you not think it is fair that you talk to me if your decision or action is directly related to me? do you not think if you want to make a decision or choice about our relationship then we should talk it out? do you not think a relationship between 2 person is a 2 way street? it is no wonder people also say that you should marry someone you can have conversations with because for a relationship to work, conversation and compromise are the most essential components. or at least i thought so. doesn’t seem like many people see that point. ahhh…the pain you put me through…
June 17th, 2005 at 3:03 pm
Hi there, I do also think about things like that and also thought that conversation and compromise is the most essential thing within a relationship. I also being depressed and sad everyday since the start of the term this year. Hai….can say as both of us on the same boat…hope things will be fine soon or at least there’s a solution for everything we’ve faced about relationship….